1. People are Curious
18 months ago, my channel had 3,000 subscribers, and around 500 views per day. It had been running for 18 months by that point, and was growing a little too slowly for my liking. Today, it has 257k subscribers, and 100,000-500,000 views per day. These last 18 months have been a whirlwind, and the growth has almost come too quickly. I've had to adapt quickly to accommodate this rapid growth. I even had to ask my sister to stop watching my videos after some of the comments upset her. Also, I had to stop talking about the part of the UK where I live, because I don't want Scientology - or any other malignant forces - knowing too much.
During that growth spurt, I tried to do two things with which I wasn't entirely comfortable.
- I realised that hammering the same popular topic over and over would be a route to success. For a long time, almost every video was about Scientology. Many were also about Meghan Markle.
- Videos performed better when they resonated with popular opinion. It got more likes that way, and that was especially true when it was framed in a very sensationalist manner. I didn't like offending people, so played it safe. This was also because the comments really upset me when I felt I'd been misunderstood.
Now that the channel has grown to a significant size, I have been experimenting with a more subtle approach. Very slowly - while still doing videos on favourites like Meghan, Scientology and pop culture - I'm introducing ideas that fascinate me in a different way. Recently, there was the episode about rape culture with Luke Gittos, the one about population collapse, and the other episode about how to deradicalise people. These deal not with people, but ideas.
They've brought a more dynamic and intellectual flavour to the channel, and a lot of viewers are really appreciating it. And I'm really enjoying engaging with you guys about it all.
2. People don't hate Jews
I mean, they absolutely do. But - after seeing the loudest, most horrible online users say disgusting things about me and my family because we were Jewish, I began to feel as though a large portion of the world harbored animosity towards us. After the ISIS-like Hamas attack in Israel, where the death toll is at 1,200, my family were devastated. There were lots of tears, hugs, and phone calls checking on family members out there. Friends of distant family have died, unfortunately. Nobody close to me - and my aunt and uncle finally got out of Israel after countless flights were cancelled.
In the melee of sadness, my first thought was that there was no way I was going to do anything about the situation on YouTube. Whenever I'd mentioned anti-Semitism - such as a thoughtless remark Joe Rogan made about Jews and money - I'd lost hundreds of subscribers. Don't get me wrong, it's not all about the subs and views...but it's not a nice feeling to know that many have left because they realised you're Jewish or whatever.
But after certain family members confessed that they felt cowardly and useless to help...and upon seeing uninformed friends of ours responding to the attacks with glee...we decided I should do some livestreams about it. My aim was to stay neutral while acknowledging my Zionist bias...and importantly, to explain my understanding of the situation in simplistic terms.
I've never been so nervous and emotional to talk about something on YouTube. Yet, when the first one was over, I was pleasantly surprised to find that most of the comments were extremely positive and supportive. I've been flabbergasted, and have come to realise a beautiful truth: most people really don't care about your race, belief or whatever.
3. Organ Trafficking Is Real
I used to believe that concepts like organ trafficking were mere conspiracies. While some may still argue this, after speaking with my interviewee, Enver Bughda, I'm convinced of its reality. He recounted chilling tales of half-executed men, still resisting, from whom he was ordered to remove organs. I can't think of a more disgusting thing. But it goes on in China apparently. I wanted it to sound and look good, especially since Bughda can be a little hard to understand (his English is much better than my Chinese!). So we used subtitles, a new video AI software to make the video HD, and AI sound repair, so it all sounds great.
What do you think?